I've decided that I want to do a blog obviously but I'm not wanting to do anything but maybe document my life and write about things i care about. So....to start. Today. I was suppossed to wake up at 0845 but I had such a difficult time getting away from my bed. I went back and forth and set a million alarms but still nothing. I eventually yanked myself away from bed at noon and went to the hospital to volunteer. I learned that some ppl have an emotional relationship with food that makes it really difficult to come across and for them to avoid certain foods. there was actually tears flowing from the person and idk if it was because she felt trapped and overwhelmed by her weight or that she was really sad about having to restrict her diet to healthier options. Then I learned that there are uneducated veggies out there and that makes me wonder if thats how a lot of ppl are cuz that isn't very good. could be worse i guess. obesity is worse.
So then i went home and watched bones...I'm so addicted :) that show is good. school starts soon so it makes me nervous. I visited mom and the boys and made puppy chow with them. OMG i love them to pieces but they are difficult to be around as a group. individually though they can be wonderful. Roger is going to stay the night with me next. :) i love to have them around even though we dont do anything. Next was walmart to buy veggies.
when school starts I have to start making lunches again. sigh...eating bfast on the go. lunch at school and whatever for dinner. so difficult.
Now I'm talking to Justin. been talking to him for an hour on skype. skype is annoying. He makes me feel bad though when i express how I dont like to talk on the phone too much. I'm trying to be sensitive but its hard cuz my life didnt stop cuz he's gone.enough for today.
